good to read you're calmed down iam a ''surinamer uit Den Haag'' a suriname guy from Den Haag [some random city in the netherlands], barely anybody belives it cause i look like a regular dutchman xD
anyway, good to know you have other things to do in life, since i really didnt knew wath else you did in life i assumed you where one of ''them'' [people who seriously LIVE behind their computer] great to see you arent i still think you should watch yourself and get rid of you stress by doing something that you like SO much, the stress will instantly vanish, also do something that has 100% accuracy, dont play your favorite video game, incase you screw up and go game over, it only increases the stress so try something like listening some music or go have a conversation about something that like recently happend
and ehh, you can be outside, yes but its just the matter of WATH you are doing outside i go parkour trainging whenever i feel like and every time when iam done training, i feel so incredibely good, my day can no longer be broken try to find your awesome 'thing' that you could do
if you dont move, you will feel depressed easyly [ive had it], just go do somthing active like basketball or anyother sport
trust me, sport is one hell of a drug, dont just let it be for wath it is, you gotta use it, otherwise you will die inside. as much as i like video games, i dont get the kick i get from parkour when iam playing mario kart 64
the feeling 'this is fucking awesome' is something you acant find in technology, that specific feeling is an emotion and computers cannot give you those
everybody has a skill in a certern sport, use it!!
I'm not allowed to say much about the job. But basically, it involves logging the successful and/or failed backups from the previous day at a hospital, as well as changing the tapes to the many servers (over 60 in total) -- they are changed daily on a cycle of 20 tapes, so generally every tape is used every 20 days or so, unless that tape goes missing somehow, which is quite common, but obviously if that's missing then that's not much of a problem, we just use the next tape, and just use it again the next day, so we don't end up one tape being out of sync if that makes sense.
Essentially it's quite an important job, and since it involves potentially confidential patient files, and other things, well... you know.
AS for games, I don't usually get overstressed on video games. I do get a bit frustrated over the 'cheap CPUs' on Mario Kart 7 on 150cc and above, but then so do many people :P
Also, hopefully Lunar will see this, and also one of my many flaws (if that's the correct word) is that I'm rubbish at apologies (I said this before somewhere recently), but basically, I'm sorry, Lunar. Mostly for that recent post.
no i don't hate you. i pity you. and wanted you to understand how ungrateful you're being.
i wasn't suggesting you should donate anything (you can if you want - i haven't and wouldn't, not to a site that is wholly illegal), i just wanted you to be aware of your sense of entitlement to everything. if you actually paid some money to the site, then maybe you could whine about it not working.
dunno how you interpreted that as "please someone murder him" but w/e. i was bullied in school too, FWIW. but i don't use it as a crutch.
Neither do I, normally. I was just saying how they used to provoke me (and I obviously reacted the wrong way, or in their view, the right way), and then how I was lucky to have not been expelled. I'm not using it as a kind of "I had a tough school life and it's made me very 'unstable'" excuse.